December 2011
81 posts
Wearing grump pants.
Just ran seven miles in the freezing rain. Marathon training in the winter was a bad idea.
“Hard is trying to rebuild yourself, piece by piece, with no instruction book,...”
– Nick Hornby (A Long Way Down)
It is so cold in my apartment my lips and fingers are blue. Under six blankets and I’m still shivering too hard to sleep.
I’m a few cheap shots away from the end of me.
“My ribs that show through t-shirts and these shoes I got for free. I’m...”
– The Weakerthans (Aside)
There are some people you just have to give up on. Call it, even when you still have fight left, because you realize it’s no longer your battle.
Motions aren’t always worth going through.
You commune with death a little when you want something from the very one who cannot give it to you.
I hate that despite all the awful things you’ve done to me, when you need help, I always do.
I am dying to ask questions I don’t really want to know the answer to.
“We can spend our lives letting the world tell us who we are. Sane or insane....”
– Chuck Palahniuk (Choke)
Some guys are seriously scumbags. No other way around it.
I am so overwhelmed.
I’m down and I don’t think I’m ever getting back up.
When it all goes to hell will you be able to tell me you’re sorry with a straight face?
It’s not always easy to do the right thing. Like putting someone else’s feelings first for a change. Even if it goes against what you really want. Of course, there’s always ramifications… Even if you do the right thing, there’s no guarantee it’ll turn out the right way.
“The only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open.”
– Chuck Palahniuk (Invisible Monsters)
“It’s OK to not be OK”
– Robin Benway
Mandated at work. Got to love forced overtime. Stuck here till who knows when.